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Well you miles well buy me Jonas Brother tickets..
and the high school musical series.
And def. buy myself a pair of those Ugg boots.

..okay, okay, okay I'll admit it I read twilight.
and um uhh saw the movie.

anddd it's not as bad as I was expecting. I still don't understand why all these people are rioting over it. but it was somewhat enjoyable and really easy to read it took me a day and a half.
but yeah I'm a conformist.
I'm ashamed of myself lmao

barf

I feel bipolar.











fuck psychologyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
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musical

I don't even want to do it this year. I was looking forward to doing it with all of my friends.. but none of my friends are even doing it aside from like one or to.
its so insignificant.
Idk even know if I'm trying out, my life basically is depressing now.
I am behind in everything.
still have no idea where I want to go to college or what I want to do there.
Im just going to be a prostitute.
David and I are growing apart, I don't even know him any more we've both changed so much its only a matter of time .. and he hates me.
I try to help him and he calls me controlling, I try to spend time with him.. he says he needs space. I do something with out him.. he gets pissed.
I don't know what to do.
I don't think I'm going to go to school tomorrow.
fuck this

things I learned today..

1. I am a leader.
2. green and gold are our school colors, and they should be used a lot in our gym
3. Melissa is a fat ass
4. Lauren and I are really "good" at drawing Indians

today was pretty good

ignor this

Dakota Cousino
Moral Dilemma
10/12/08

You are a chief and have recently opened a new restaurant. Tonight your restaurant is filled with hungry impatient customers. Among the heap of customers is a food critic that will be judging your restaurant not only on the quality of food but also service, and then publishing his findings from his experience in the news paper and also broadcasting it on television. The reason for the rush is because the customers are eager to try a new exotic dish you are serving, a dish that is not offered any where else, because it takes a great deal of time to prepare and an excruciating amount of money to purchase the ingredients, because they have to be shipped from India. You have been painstakingly working on the dish since yesterday, and are a bundle of nerves about your restaurants important review. Everything is going according to plan until in a nervous you are transporting your now finished dish to another table in the kitchen to be served, and it falls to the ground.
If you do not serve the dish your restaurant will receive a bad review and could potentially go out of business. You look around the kitchen and no one has seen your grave mistake. Knowing that you do not have the time or ingredients to remake the dish you panic and further examine your once masterpiece now spewed on the floor and conclude that it may be salvageable if you work quickly. You also know that there is a sanitation law that forbids serving food that had fallen on the ground, and if cought your restaurant will be shut down. What do you do?

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college

no one posts any more.. myself included, yet I get on here almost daily to read everyone else's. 

well, I'm in computer art right now (we have a substitute) (Mr.Hess) so he doesn't realize that I'm on the internet and I have nothing better to do because I didn't bring a picture in, I'd like to say that I forgot but its mostly that I was too lazy to look for one. 

I have no motivation any more. 

I haven't even started applying to any colleges, I haven't worked on getting any scholar ships. 

Its so hard for me because I honestly don't know what I want to do with my life. 

I have no IDEA.

Its like I'd rather just avoid it than to actually sit down and make a decision, it feels like no matter what I do its going to be the wrong choice...

I don't know.

any suggestions???

comments are appreciated :)