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I have not posted any thing in forever. ever ever ever.

Glory

whining

I was reading through a bunch of posts on here by my friends and people I don't really talk to just know of.. but they are all the same thing.
its just people talking about how depressed they are and how much their lives suck, and how people don't like them and it honestly started to annoy me really bad.
..and I realized that I do the same thing in mine, not just like my blog but in my conversations and thoughts daily.
I don't want to be so pessimistic about things, life is so short and fragile I want to spend my life enjoying it.
I think its selfish of me to complain about my life when virtually nothing is wrong.. sure it couuuld be better, I could have more money, I could be prettier, I could have more friends yada yada yada..
but if I were to look at my life thru someone else's eyes I might see it differently

...the things I spend my time getting so upset about are so minuscule

today was a failure

big time.

my sister is a psycho

My sister and I got in to a fight today, it was beautiful.

..it all started when she decided she needed to sit on the computer for 3 1/2 hours.
Then she got up and was doing something in her bedroom, but she was still signed in to all her stuff on the computer.
So got on the computer and started surfin' the net minding my own business, but I left her page still signed in and everything
Then she ran in the room and was all "I'm still on there" and I'm like "no you're not obviously.. because I am" and she started like FREAKing out and literally started crying.
Sooo I started yelling at her saying that three and a half freaking hours is enough and some other mean stuff.
She just keep being annoying and wouldn't go away.
we kept fighting and apparently it got a little to harsh for her so..

..she tackled me. I am not exaggerating she jumped on my back and tackled me.
Like a football player, only 12 years old and only like 90 pounds.
I didn't know what to do, and it made me really really really mad.
She was all on me.
So basically I started cursing at her really bad and other stuff.
which caused my mom to get involved.

then my mom came in and stole the internet connection so neither of us got it.

..so basically I got in trouble for Remy tackling me.


but I stole it back from my mom, because shes really bad at hiding things she steals.
(example: Ashleigh's ice cream)




hopefully we don't have school tomorrow.